New Me...

Goshhh!!!today is the the best day in my life..1stly...i got offered to be a wedding organizer by my cousin...hehehe...not her wedding of course but her friend's wedding...thaths also my friend either...so i got excited and eager to do everything...ive started to arrange everything that i think is need to be change....from her clothes, her hair, simple words : from hair to her toes....hahah...everything have to be settle in couple of month....her wedding is just around d corner...OMG...i think theres a lot more thing to be settle...so so excited....and cant wait to see her in beautiful dress in her precious moment.....

ermmm....2ndly...hahaha...so funny...that guy asking me to go out with him...who is he??SURPRISE!!!!


my convocation is on OcT. much more need to be plan immediately..since my mother got sick, i was so depressed.....

well my life wasnt so bad...i had my friends around me...thankx
because they always by my side when i was down...thanx a lot yaar..

im planning to furthur my study...master of political science...InsyaAllah will started this December..things would be different now...ive to work to support my own self...im kind of scared actually...MuMMYyyy!!!


....please pray for me and support me...


New me begin....

My BeSt FrIEnd EnGaGemeNt

Congratulations wawa!! At last my dearest friend got engaged with her lovely boyfriend after 4 years waiting for someone that can win her heart. Im very happy for her and pray that she’ll be happy with him forever till their marriage.

you NEVER LOVE me....

now i know that you never love me...
im so sad...all i wanted from you is care...
i talked to my heart not to cry...
but it still tears come out...
so many times i talked to my heart not to remember you...
but my heart didnt listen...

i walk trough the dark night...
seeing people with happy faces...
only you that i see trough out the dark...
only you that come to my mind...
only you...
but you never love me...

now my heart realize
that you are not meant for me
my heart realize
that it will put an empty space in it to other person
and my heart realize...
that you never love me...

So many Storiesssss....

im a bit lazy today...huhuhu...dont noe what to do...kind of thinking to sleep...Whhooppss....GREAT!!! my frens just called me n asking me to go out with him...well...actually this guy....he wants me to go out with him...da byk kali...huhu...kdg2 cian kt dia..but im still waiting for someone asking me to be his date...hahah...what a stupid!!!HE NEVER LIKES YOU!!!............sobsobsob....so sad...but thats ok to go out with him...its been so long i nvr have a date... hes jus a nice person..shy2 cat...heheh..so cute...~~~pikir dlu laa~~~

im so so lazy today...jus sitting in my desk...people around me seems so busy...i dont undestand what they actually do....some of them prefer gossipping ( FASTING MONTH...asgtargfirullah)...i just got a text msg from my fren...my best fren...shes already here in kedah...jus got back from key el...ct raya...cant wait to see her...

ermm...last nite my auntie called me...saying that my grandmother (tok) is sick....i have not tell my mother yet...afraid that she'll fell...lately problems seems love to meet me...hope everything will be just fine...

my adek jus got her hp...happy la 2!!!...after being sabotage by her sista...hekhek...well...bukan pe...cian kt my adek neh...asek kn control jerk...padan laa...GEDIKS sagt!!!!!kn mak n ayah control habehabesan...DERK!!!!after all...shes good and tetibe becoming nerd...hahaha..

HMMM...dont ever ask me about my work!!!its terrible!!!!too rude if i said that i work with the "hell" company...but ive to say it...huh...STOP talking about that...it make me sick already...heh!

but somehow...i have to admit it...this work actually give me a lot of experience...i noe how to distinguish between frens and enemies...between real work and work jus to get your name popular and between good and bad people... all these make me feel more matured...

well before i started to work...my fren...older fren..she had remind me all these problem that will occured when you are in the phase of working..im jus listening coz ms 2 xrse lg...skang bru rs...huhuh......

ermm....bf??Nope2.. im oficially anounce that im SINGLE to everybody....huhuhu.... dont ask me more.....

............What About Now.............

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

From all the things that we are But are not saying.

Can we see beyond the scars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night, Love will find you.

What about now? What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes To start a new day.

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

Shadows fade into the light. I am by your side,

Where love will find you.

What about now? What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love, it never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late, What about now?

Now that we're here, Now that we've come this far, Just hold on.

There is nothing to fear, For I am right beside you.

For all my life, I am yours.

What about now? What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now? What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

Doughtry....

Flowers of my life.........

LoVe...what is that???

Love???whats that mean???for me love is how you treat other people...how much you care about him/her......Creating a close, loving relationship is not actually so difficult to understand! How to do it can be learned. Love means caring......We love because we find our emotional match in the other person, that which makes us feel more whole. We have found a "soul mate" and gradually become more and more emotionally and spiritually connected to the other person.


One of the biggest questions people have about love is whether or not love leads to marriage. For many people, marriage is the ultimate outcome of a life lived in love and represents the end of one road and the beginning of another. For others, marriage is not a path they want to take. Regardless, there is no one answer to this question about love because everyone is bound to have a different love experience.


Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud...Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured.

"If you are looking for love, would you recognize it if you found it? Can you tell the difference between love and infatuation? Between love and attraction? Between love and sexual desire? Between love and friendship? Between a good relationship and one that is only pleasurable?"

"It is important to stand in Love, not fall into it. "

Love sometimes can make us hurt....and sometimes can destroy us...and sometimes can break the ties......so, be carefull with love.

if you need love....be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.

Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.

William Shakespeare.

Love itself is a universal experience. Yet, every individual occurrence .......while perhaps bound by a common thread ...................seems absolutely unique. Love is what love is! To everyone it expresses itself differently. What love means to you????