i do not need a reason to be angry with you!

sorry is not enough to repay ur guilty.

but is ok.time heals all wounds.

i do whatever it takes to forgive you.

cause i have no reason to be angry with you.

m sorry.my heart closed.no room for you.

i've locked it long time ago.

and i forgot where i put the key.

and m sorry for not being good while this time.

because im tired of taking care of your heart

and m not a good carekater

i gave my heart once

you broke it

stomp on it

pieces by pieces i mend it

to get it back to where it belong

to give it to someone who can take care of it

and someone is not you

am sorry for being rude

but i think you deserve it

Nota Hati~

Andai dia pergi dariku, ku bisikan ke dalam hatiku yang paling dalam.dia bukan milikku. dan aku pun bukan miliknya. Al Malik Pemilik haqiqi.kita hanya amanah.sampai masa terpaksa diserah.Jangan ada rasa dimiliki dan jangan ada rasa memiliki. Bila terasa sepi, jangan katakan aku sepi, tapi katakan padaku sentiasa ada Pemerhati.aku tidak sepi." ana abdullahi walan yudhi'ani"

p/s Andai dia bukan milikku~

The boyfriend~

i chit chat with my officemate jus now...n m not satisfied yet feel insulted when he said tht i got too many scandals...huh?? WTH? i dont..according to him, i wrote too many post on facebook describing that i hv scandals with diffrent guys...such a BIG SURPRISE for me...YA ALLAH..i think because there are one of two frens that i always hang out with...bes fren of mine...ONE..GOT MARRIED ALREADY! he is an albanian..he always wrote/ comments on my wall because i got stalked with one of my classmate..and and he try to protect me from tht guy with pretending that he is my boyfriend...THE TRUTH IS .. HE MARRIED ALREADY...is that count as SCANDALS to you? common lah!!! dont interupt in one's conversation if you do not know wut are they talking about..is like you got on train but you dont noe where your train is taking you...huh!

I WAS SURPRISED when both of them said the same thing at once! SKODENG MY FACEBOOK KE????huuu...

n latest post pasal I WANNA GET MARRIED pon jd issue ke? everyone wants to get married kn? sapa xnak kawen? and kawen 2 satu ibadah salah ke i post kt my wall yg i nak kawen? SALAH KE???

MALAYS are MALAISE!!!!

jus feel insulted the way they said tht i got many scandals..THE TONE!huh...I NEVER HAD BOYFRIEND SINCE I BROKE UP WITH MY EX! if u dont noe anything about me, jus shut ur mouth up...zipped it! just be SHHHH...shut ur face silence! dont say a word! if u wanna noe things...ASKED ME PLEASE! m here to answer you...ok...no biggie! i forgive both of you...jus wanna speak my mind here with blogging..mm

ihatepeopletalkingattheback,

waniey

i choose to be HAPPY =)

i want to live happy-happy

i eat things sweet-sweet so that i can smile-smile

i am not going to be worry about the future

or to regret about the past

and leaving all the hurts behind

and forgive everyone who hurts me

and forgive myself hurting them

because i want to live happy-happy =)

and my hapiness comes from me..

love,

waniey =)

Nota Hati~

" mimpi cek smlm..suma ok ka?"

"ok ja, ayah mimpi apa? 2 msti rinduuuu 2..hehe"

" mimpi cek mai kt ayah, betoi neh suma ok?"

"OK, maintain lgi...jus exam smlm xleh buat...huuu"

" byk2 buat smayang sunat..tenang hati...smayang jgn tinggai...ayah jauh...cek kena jaga diri sendiri lah...dah besaq pon..takan nk kena peringat ari2 kot?"

p/s last ayat ayah 2 buat ak tecengang kejap...sbb kdg2 tertinggal pon solat yg 5 waktu 2...busy sgtt lah..! cmna nk buat solat2 sunat? Ya Allah...patut lah hati xtenang...hmmmm

i LOVE bangles!

hee...i dont noe why i like to shop bangles wherever i go...a hindi bangles ..like it so much...love the colour and i think bangles are unique...always i buy bangles at klang..small little india city there...lots of bangles to shop! now i got more than 20 multiple colours of bangles...=) is nice if u match it with ur dress..i like it! u can got a shiny one ...or non-sparkle whatever ur taste is...if u like fashion i think is awesome to have bangles to be wear..hee my fav are the light blue and white...i love to wear it .. now tht m looking for more bangles to buy...it doesnt cost u much is only rm 4-10..not tht expensive kn? tp ade yg expensive mcm untk wedding..hehe...lawa lawa lawa i like =)

selalu kt kedai akan jual cani..n ikot saiz...my saiz is 24..



Some of my collection

cantik ...i saw one kt klang ari 2..soon nk pakai mse wedding my cousin..=)

if going to klang rambang mata nk pileh...xdenye nk beli satu mau2 4-5 pasang..one set usually ada 12...penah1 kali i went there to buy bangles the sales girl ( indian) tny i " ARE U FROM INDIA?" hehe....seb bek die xckp me look like rani mukherjee kn? kalo x nak blanja dia mkn. ngee...seriously not only bangles that i like kt klang 2...i penah nak n about to pierce my nose...huhuhu...mmg kalo x kne sekeh ngn pak rashid!!henna pon i like (sometimes dont) n kt klang byk boleh buat henna..




thinking of going to klang or masjid jamek lgiii nak beli bangles....hehehe....dah bersepah kt umah dgn bangles smp my mother said "DAH MACAM ANAK KELING DAH TGK" hehe nk buat cana mak dah memang ada darah KELING pon...huhuhuh... loved it!! =)

rani..hee

wani...bukan rani taw..( perasannn kejap)

p/s sje letak pic rani 2...haha

MALAYSIA M PROUD OF YOU!

AND that how the story begins..the end..ahah! blom the end lgi...bru entry..hee

alright....MALAYSIA hmm hve u heard news recently? i dont noe wut is going on with politics in Malaysia..too much for me as a citizen..porn issue as a mechanism to gain political power? as i can see that...m of opinion that is so childish! POLITICS IN MALAYSIA IS SO CHILDISH! u enter politics due to the fact that u wanna gain something...not because an ideology brought by the party itself...psedo-news hits the local TV to seek support from the people..childish isnt it?it is absurd to say such thing..but it happen to be in our country..whether we like it or not..! politics and porn mixed..huh! immature..i tot living in civilized world nowadys there s no such thing.but i totally incorrect. please can someone define civilization? people can see from that point of view is that really political game to win an election..particulaly to maintain power..the issue arose after the election in Sarawak is announced..people can see...m i right? n they can think.hmmm. well, POWER CORUPTS ABSOLUTE POWER CORRUPTS ABSOLUTELY!!!!!only time will tell...

that s not to include news regarding the issue of conducting nikah caremony in the mosque is HARAM...i repeat HARAM! huh? wut s tht? how many fatwa will be issued nex??wuts wrong with holding marriage in the mosque? this fatwa was made by the mufti of perlis saying that having akad nikah in the mosques is haram due to the fact that it is deviated from the theaching of the Prophet (PBUH) quite controversial issue as wat i can say another 'school of thought' is spread all over perlis?hmm..n which thought they are following?wahhabi ideology??

owhh n recent news for customs assitant director falling from the MACC building? with the last case of teoh beng hock was not close yet another case is open...similar events with some sort of similar background...corruption??? and it is believed that he was a scapegoat of someone? WUT A WONDERFUL MALAYSIA all i can say =)

well not to say tht malaysia is eager to have a nuclear programme to replace the power energy..LOOK AT JAPAN....look wut happen to their nuclear plant...did the tragedy in japan unable to open the eyes of Malaysian's leaders? hmm i wonder why.....MALAYSIA BOLEH (boleh fikir)..=)

n 7 years old religious school students beaten to death by his teacher...world with no humanity arise...well...malaysia isnt safe anymore

p/s the end of the world is near.

jus finish another one chapter for tomorrow. brain cells disconnected n i decided to write something so tht those cells reconnected..perhaps... now tht i feel release due to fresh air in the morning, rain drop~ i like the smell of the rain! feel freshhhhh...i love it! (* well that's on my list~ to kiss in the rain...auuuww...shweeett)~

nervous? a bit...but is jus an exam.take it. 3 hours focusing n answering.DONE! no more discussion! like a raindrop, beautiful, apparently is not long last...rain stop.no more rain.have to wait another rain to come...but, rainbow come after the rain is enough to make ones smile...=)

LOVE?i jus notice it...but m not sure of it..mayb is jus me feel that way...him? ( i got no idea wut he feel towards me) keep holding to the faith so that make me believe that love come into existence...if thts change..i wont budge..=) * this part make me wanna write more.since he come into my life =)*

SMILE? i am now =) =) jus waiting another brand new day, n when the sun shines down upon me ill left my worries far behind, to ease my mind...to start FRESH =)

WORK? O_o i am smiling now...(* wut do u think m doing? hehe )well is just part n parcel of life..live with it..ull get over it..=)

done for now...time to revise a bit

love,

waniey =)

p/s love the rain love love love love

WHAT A PAINFUL GYRATIONS!

i broke my promise not to blog while exam is near...NAHHH! too much work at office make me wanna jump up this CELCOM building...even i havent sit on my confy chairs yet there are too much papers on my table! ( can someone send me roses instead of this SHIT?) yesterday...huh! i got 11 missed calls from the office! THANK GOD i didn bring my hp..and to be precise! before i set myself off to the exam hall...got a call from office..tht was soooo annoyin! ( about to broke the hp on the wall) can u imagine that?

m not cmplaining .. but m at a chronic condition now...alrite..if m on leave no one will cover my work but if they are ..they put their work on my head! thts unfair! kn?? how come my boss doesnt notice it?i try my best to get in touch with reality..always i said " OVER MY DEAD BODY! huh ( cant belive i jus said tht!...tp ckp dlm hati je lah!..huhu) what kind of reality is that? i screwed up at all times doesnt mean my work is not perfect..!

i admit tht my life wasnt stable yet..due to class is still on..hectic life i ever had...! peningggg lah but after exam and all no more class then i will get my head on the table! jus wait lah...is not like u gonna die waiting for me to get myself stable..after all m doing DOUBLE work..if HE off work then i got to cover for him ..how about mine?? answer me! can you???

AND TOMORROW I GOT EXAM AND I HAVE TO SUBMIT REPORT THAT SUPPOSE TO BE SUBMIT EVERY FRIDAY WITH NEW STYLE OF REPORTING MEANING THAT I HAVE TO USE MY BRAIN DOUBLE! HELPPPPP!

I NEED HELPPPP AND I NEED FOOD (huhuu)

EXAMMMMMM!!!!

I THINK IS TIME FOR ME TO PEN OFF A WHILE...
WISH ME LUCK!



p/s i like study ( motivate diri sendiri)

p/s/s study smart yah wani!!!!JIHADDDD!!!!

FISABILLILAH!!!!

L.O.V.E N M.I.S.S

(this pic is subjected to be change...wait for him to email me my fav pic of me n him..ntah bila dia nk rajen email..huuu)

"the reason it hurt so much to separate is because our souls are connected"..( i teringat this quoted once after i read the notebook...ngeee.. ...dun worry m not reading it now..exam is around the corner..so NO LEISURE READING FOR A MOMENT...hehehe) thank you so much n many many many thanks =) a thousand words cant described how much i appreciate u...

p/s : they said LOVE is a mental diseases...hehehe...n i got one odi...how neh? huuu.