m standing at the window looking at the drops of rain while thinking about what i had done.....my mood was blissful....still thinking.....i decided to forget it completely...and i dont want to remember it anymore...it's hurt....
his face suddenly appeared on my mind....his smile....his curly hair ... i still remember that smell....his dimple...everything! its clear! his image appeared and seems cannot be erased! my mind out of control....what should i do??? m nearly pain.....i cant deny! i need him....yes i am!!!
i had to keep reminding myself whenever i miss him...that i had made my choice....and i wasnt going back to where it takes.....i told myself again and again...i would just hold on to the faith...taking every pain that comes....is there any other choice? DO I REALLY HAVE TO CUT HIM OUT OF MY LIFE????
.......to stop thinking about him is impossible for me..m afraid that ill forget him!....what he is doing right now?how is his life going without me???...m wondering....remembering every single memory with him...my tears drop unnoticed....
it's always happen after i wake up..........he is smiling at me...calling me towards him....I MISS HIM!!!! MISS HIM A LOT!!! its hurt...please dont hurt me!! i start to cry again..i never stop crying since the day he left....each time i opened my eyes to the morning light...it is him that i saw....my life seems so empty wihout him....and its make me realize that i really really love him!
..........books seems to b my friends...accompanied me whenever i feel alone....my breath seems tp pause everi time i heard someone calling his name L----- H----...................
HE LEFT ME!!!....should i wait for him??or should i go??its really hurt...is it LOVE is to hurt?
his face suddenly appeared on my mind....his smile....his curly hair ... i still remember that smell....his dimple...everything! its clear! his image appeared and seems cannot be erased! my mind out of control....what should i do??? m nearly pain.....i cant deny! i need him....yes i am!!!
i had to keep reminding myself whenever i miss him...that i had made my choice....and i wasnt going back to where it takes.....i told myself again and again...i would just hold on to the faith...taking every pain that comes....is there any other choice? DO I REALLY HAVE TO CUT HIM OUT OF MY LIFE????
.......to stop thinking about him is impossible for me..m afraid that ill forget him!....what he is doing right now?how is his life going without me???...m wondering....remembering every single memory with him...my tears drop unnoticed....
it's always happen after i wake up..........he is smiling at me...calling me towards him....I MISS HIM!!!! MISS HIM A LOT!!! its hurt...please dont hurt me!! i start to cry again..i never stop crying since the day he left....each time i opened my eyes to the morning light...it is him that i saw....my life seems so empty wihout him....and its make me realize that i really really love him!
..........books seems to b my friends...accompanied me whenever i feel alone....my breath seems tp pause everi time i heard someone calling his name L----- H----...................
HE LEFT ME!!!....should i wait for him??or should i go??its really hurt...is it LOVE is to hurt?
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