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Friday, June 4, 2010

~when a woman decides~


when i was a kid i always being inspired with Alice,the fairytale story that told us about imagination. nothing to worry...have joy...have fun....children!!!..they are free to do whatever they want...

life wasn't so easy as its always have different ways to be travel...there is not only one way that we should follow or take, but there are hundreds ways to be explore. i mean if we failed to find a way out in our journey, we can take another way to get there. no matter how long the journey takes, as long as we can reach there it doesnt matter at all....

WORK....it is a new challenge for me and STUDY is an interesting part to be enjoy and both are part of my life. so, even it is hard to go through both study and work but smehow it teaches me the real meaning of life, and i grow up to be more matured. My father always said " life is not that easy as what you think" life is complicated if you cant or failed to manage it". now i noe the meaning of LIFE and what my father always mention is true!

apart from that, i think whats matter is not only how to manage life.... but whats matter is what life is all about, what are the values that should we uphold to....that's what matters to me....Questioned about why we live and why we are here is that most important....coz it is interconnected wth each other and at the end of our journey, it bring us to the realistic overview of what life is all about.......and make us realize that we live with the same purpose....and that's the value.....the ultimate goal of our life......................... submitting ourself to the Oneness of God....

no matter how hard my life is....i have to go trough it..i dont want to be grounded with my own perception of what life is....i want to live freely....unbound with any rules that people created over me!!!!m not a robot that people can switch on the power to follow everything that they ask!!!.....not 'they' that draw my future it is me that can draw my own.....

" it is the only beginning"......i have to move....step by step....until i reach there......reach the star that i always want.....=)

"COURAGE" that's what i need.....my family always there to support me!!

first and foremost...I HAVE TO COMPLETE MY MASTER!!!.....then continue with my PhD...ill take any risk that come....may ALLAH bless me...InsyaAllah......

p/s sometimes motivating our own self is better than seeking other's advice! =)

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