" the end justifies the means"
y i feel so stress rite now?
more stress when it comes to work
even more n more stress w my own lifesytle ( bad habit)
time running so fast?
me...nothing more...not even make a single movement...both work n study....no progress
addicted to painkiller now...drugs seems so easy to get into my body....HEADACHE!
too much for me...too much!
STRONG? wut else can people say? be strong be strong...put ur ownself in my shoes then say it out loud! would you be strong?
i dont need people to say it to me! BE STRONG!
m getting tired to take care of other people's heart...did they do the same to me? NO?
starting frm now on m gonna take care of myself not others! tired already!
hv faith! i noe...the only way to be in peace....the only way out of my problem...hv faith....be silent...be still....n lastly...after gone tru all these....then BE STRONG....tht's the rite way i guess!
remember my mother said " wutever people said do cares...bc they are ur strenghts and weaknesess" but not being too much sensitive"
This is for the sake of Allah....remember that! burried tht in ur heart...deep inside
get my head straight! got 1 year more..still wanna hv PhD....probably in UK...i will...insyaAllah....working on my thesis now.....lots lots of stress....but it is interesting particularly after wut u've done...ur work is appreciated...so much interesting and kinda like it....
so now people get bz w their marriage .... make me think "WHY MARRIAGE SO SOON"? yeah maybe bc they hv their MR RIGHT so y waiting? hmmm maybe.....but me think theres a lot more to achieve in this life.....not tht i mean we cant achieve those things in life after marriage...but y dont we get wut we want 1st then after tht we get married?rite? the rite thing to do.....i saw my fren so excited w her married....still dont understand y.....plus abondon me for tht reason...hmm nvm....life is life....frens come n go.....got frens when we sitting together no other things to discuss except married...boring...like the world will ended soon.... y so excited?
got fren also after married her husband do not allowed her to do anything either work or study....is married will turn man into a king? thts BS! see wut i mean? before married n after married...think about it especially when looking for MR RIGHT....
wutever it is...ill pray for them....
my turn will come...isyaAllah...but if it come now...i 'd rather so NO than YES....m not ready mentally...Allah knows better =)
i wanna get my PhD....m aiming to get it before m turning 30....thts mean i got 6 yrs from now....will finish my master nex yrs so got 5 yrs more....then will work for 2 yrs more after tht hv my PhD...if Allah hv someone fr me in between....i'll accept it....He knows better...=)
WORK HARD!
family? got no problem w tht...they support me wutver happen! =) LOVE them
so y bother? seems everything perfect except financial matter...but doesnt mean i hv to quit! move forward!
forget about LOVE
forget about him
get new one
tht u most deserve
he is not for u
u deserve better!
* like it ....my fren said to me " u would not find a diamond if u r too much fcus on rock" ...he noe tht i deserve better....! i will J...insyaAllah n thank you for everything.....if Allah want us to be togther ... it is a destiny...
get my head straight! got 1 year more..still wanna hv PhD....probably in UK...i will...insyaAllah....working on my thesis now.....lots lots of stress....but it is interesting particularly after wut u've done...ur work is appreciated...so much interesting and kinda like it....
so now people get bz w their marriage .... make me think "WHY MARRIAGE SO SOON"? yeah maybe bc they hv their MR RIGHT so y waiting? hmmm maybe.....but me think theres a lot more to achieve in this life.....not tht i mean we cant achieve those things in life after marriage...but y dont we get wut we want 1st then after tht we get married?rite? the rite thing to do.....i saw my fren so excited w her married....still dont understand y.....plus abondon me for tht reason...hmm nvm....life is life....frens come n go.....got frens when we sitting together no other things to discuss except married...boring...like the world will ended soon.... y so excited?
got fren also after married her husband do not allowed her to do anything either work or study....is married will turn man into a king? thts BS! see wut i mean? before married n after married...think about it especially when looking for MR RIGHT....
wutever it is...ill pray for them....
my turn will come...isyaAllah...but if it come now...i 'd rather so NO than YES....m not ready mentally...Allah knows better =)
i wanna get my PhD....m aiming to get it before m turning 30....thts mean i got 6 yrs from now....will finish my master nex yrs so got 5 yrs more....then will work for 2 yrs more after tht hv my PhD...if Allah hv someone fr me in between....i'll accept it....He knows better...=)
WORK HARD!
family? got no problem w tht...they support me wutver happen! =) LOVE them
so y bother? seems everything perfect except financial matter...but doesnt mean i hv to quit! move forward!
forget about LOVE
forget about him
get new one
tht u most deserve
he is not for u
u deserve better!
* like it ....my fren said to me " u would not find a diamond if u r too much fcus on rock" ...he noe tht i deserve better....! i will J...insyaAllah n thank you for everything.....if Allah want us to be togther ... it is a destiny...
END~
1 comment:
I do hope you are now studying for your PhD degree. Well, after hearing how determine you are on pursuing your dreams, I know that you are doing well. And your expertise on your Masters degree can really be a big help with thesis writing for your PhD degree. Anyway, keep us posted!
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