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( jus flowers....i dont noe why i like white flowers most...=) )

2011 has jus started...happy new year everyone!!!

now tht new year has come....hopefully it can bring about joy to me....perhaps...even though a 'bitter' memory scratched in the box of my mind..i cant wiped it away....but i promise myself to put it at the corner of the box....never gonna recalled it back....even if necessary....is not worth to remember the past...life must go on...mayb thts a lesson tht can be reviewed..indeed..

2011 ...thts mean m turning 25....

At the age of 25....people expected more from you....matured as an adult...might be young in looking (hehe) but matured enough to handle things....besides....m the first daugther in my family....got to be strong and exampler to my lil sister n brother....and when my parents started to depend on me....i have to be even more strong....ive try hard to be a fully grown girl!..i noe m more mature due to obvious facts of how everything happens around me.....strong enough to hide my tears whenever my mother willingly share her feelings about us and family...be my father's shoulders whenever he needs me....n be my lil sis's n lil bro's shelters....a big respossible for me to take....hope Allah give me strenght...i may not completely right of what i say...n sometimes m weak inside....i need someone's hand to be always take me to the lights...hope Allah will give the person who really know how to appreciate me and support me when others turn around.....hopefully...insyaAllah..

gets things right

now i should really put my head straight! success will not come to you if u keep paralyzing urself on chairs and only noe how to pray w/out any effort of doing it.....i remembered my fren said she always feel jealous with other's career n life which are more successful than her own....somewhat makes me think tht y should be jealous of what we did? look back from where we come and until where we stop?we deserve it....until, unless we have put more effort on it....is not worth of being "a green-eyed monster"...we gain nothing but a heart deseases tht is much prohibited in Islam. experiences taught me a lot...m grateful to Allah..m growing inside unoticed even though it is hard...

best time to migrate

everyone has a wish when its come to the end of the year....to face the future...n i think this is the best time for us to migrate...lets we do " a heart migration" because heart is the essence of human being...everyhting is determined by the heart....i qouted one hadith stated by Prophet (PBUH) " …In the body, there is a "mudghah" piece of flesh, if it is good, the whole body is good, and if it is bad, the whole body is bad, truly it is the heart." Migrate for the sake of Allah...May Allah put barakah on everything i do....insyaAllah...ill try my best =)

n last but not least

PRAISE FOR ALLAH AND RASULLULLAH....

INSYAALAH...WE'LL FIND OUR WAY