A friend in need is a friend indeed

well...for the first entry i want you to define FRIEND! hmmm is easy to have friend.. u go to shopping mall say hye to anyone u like then u can make friend with him/her. simple as abc.. but to have real friend is much difficult.! am i right? or am i not?depends on how u define friend. for me friend is like ur own shadow.fren resembles you. like ur another hand. it give and it take. give and take.YES! is worth to have fren that always near when you are in need. FRIEND when u r in need is indeed a true fren. but ..unfortunately . in real life. is difficult to have a friend like that! seriously! though wutever you do to have such fren like wut u wanna have. u cant have them. u cant simply rely on ur fren whenever u need them. i experienced it many times. frens come and they go. they wont stay if i want them to stay. i give but i didnt receive wut i deserved. unfair! the very simple reason that they will tell u is the word BUSY! lame excuse. cant accept it.. me myself can escaped from the word busy. i have to work. i have to study. on weekend have to go to library find sources for my thesis... tell me do i hv time for myself? but still ALHAMDULLILLAH... i never disappoited my near yet bes fren. ask me go out. I WILL ..MY LEVEL BEST to say yes. so tell me! is busy is a good excuse to escape from ur fren????tell me!

i wrote something on my facebook last friday and it's sounds like "i can accept if u dont have time to hang out w ur fren or or time to go to kenduri or lepaking...but i cant accept if u dont hv time to reply ur fren's msg though ur facebook status is GREEN =) ur sorry doesnt mean anything =)" i feel dissapointed with one o my fren well many of my frens i can say. i try my best to keep our relationship work. frens forever. well i guess i cant control human behaviour. it is dynamic and dynamic behaviour cant be control. thts so tru. i got lots of comments when i posted some ' frustrated-statement' like tht. some said it is difficult to satisfy all people. YES it is. but we can somehow try to avoid it from happen. try to take care of LOVE that we have. try to take care of HEART of the people so that at the end we get want we supposed to get. Allah says in the Quran that we have to take care of the relationship between brothers and sisters. we are all brothers and sisters. IS IT DIFFICULT TO SAY HYE BACK IF UR SISTER SAY HYE TO YOU??? MY GOD i cant accept such a ridicilous excuses! feel frustrated! betrayed, useless ! all combined in....hmmm WHY? because i dont react like tht as i can remember.. at least i will say 'hello' back if i am soooooo busy then i will say i am busy now cant talk to you too long...tht's it! is it difficult? ok i wanna ask you DO YOU THINK SHE/HE WILL REACT THE SAME IF HER/HIS BF SMS/TEXT HER/HIM??? ( from the bottom of your heart) will she do the same???? MY SINCERE ANSWER i think she wont! but why you cant even reply ur fren's msg? why???

hmmmm.... tht is why i feel even more frustrated! i noe her since i was in a secondary school...it does matter for me. i dont noe wut you guys think. maybe m too sensitive. but it happened to me many times. hmmm...my heart broke entirely. and the word sorry break me even more =(

p/s i bet if u do the same thing to ur bf/gf ... ur relationship wont last forever..so do fren =) lucky i still have fren who understands me well. ukhwah fillah!!!