when words become a poem

I am your moon and your moonlight too

I am your flower garden and your water too

I have come all this way, eager for you

Without shoes or shawl

I want you to laugh

To kill all your worries

To love you

To nourish you

im so in love with rumi's poem . i started to read his poem/ books las year when one of 'i dont know who' give me those beauty words. i read it everytime i received emails from 'i dont know who'. i am so in love with those poems and wondering about those words. who wrote it? m intrigued to know more. then i google it myself and found out that it was the saying of rumi. a great poet in 13th century. also known as Jalal-al Din Muhammad rumi .a persian.a sufi.jurist and thelogian. his work was famous in all over the Muslims world. his words really inspiring, give me a goosebumps.make me thinking, make me ponder.really change the way i perceived life.love....moved me into the stage where i can find my soul....and i really really fall in love with him! recommended!

my collection so far =)

here some quotes from rumi that i received from 'whom that i dont know' . for him/her. thank you for introducing me to rumi =) :-

The minute I heard my first love story,

I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was.

Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere,

they’re in each other all along.

The springtime of Lovers has come,

that this dust bowl may become a garden;

the proclamation of heaven has come,

that the bird of the soul may rise in flight.

The sea becomes full of pearls, the salt marsh becomes sweet as kauthar,

the stone becomes a diamond from the mine,

the body becomes wholly soul.

I am in Love with Love and Love is in love with me.

My body is in Love with the soul and the soul is in Love with my body.

I opened my arms to Love

and Love embraced me like a lover.

Muhasabah Cinta

Wahai pemilik nyawaku

Betapa lemah diriku ini

Berat ujian dari Mu

Kupasrahkan semua pada Mu

Tuhan baru kusadar

Indah nikmat sehat itu

Tak pandai aku bersyukur

Kini ku harapkan cinta Mu

Kata kata cinta terucap indah

Mengalir berdzikir di kidung do’a ku

Sakit yang kurasa biar

Jadi penawar dosaku

butir butir cinta air mataku

Terlihat semua yang Kau beri untukku

Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini

Ya Illahi Muhasabat cintaku

Tuhan kuatkan aku

Lindungiku dari putus asa

Jika ku harus mati

Pertemukan aku dengan Mu

Peace of mind~i love weekend =)

There aren't enough days in the weekend! i need seven days to be weekend..! hehe. weekend is the only time to release stress after long time working plus studying (partly). and and weekend is the time ive been waiting along the days.

i had a futsal tournament under celcom sports club las saturday! that was amazing game i ever joined.( though only few times play..but thts not the point! as long as i can mingling around is ok kn??) hehe. the tournament was held at countermart futsal ( yeke?) near genting klang. awesome game! hehe...(ok la for beginner like me kn?) here some pics

(majulah sukan untuk negara..hehehe)

is good for me lah actually .can diet ma!! hehe i want more game!!! cewahh! hee..usually i read books on weekends or do laundry..or watch a marathon movies or or makan byk . and rarely do exercise (sometimes lah) .. sometimes ill go somewhere ( kepong area) with my books and looking at people playing kites ( i do it alone taw...) but i feel release....and sometimes i will lepaking and using the whole day lepak at kinokuniya at klcc ALONE... with music there and lots lots of books really can unloose burden in my head. =)

m a type of person who really loves peace and calm places which

is away from city traffic and chaos. it depends on my mood sometimes. if i feel like to go to the place where there are lots of people ill go there. and vice versa. but mostly i opt for calm and peace places. sometimes they called me weird n nerd. but i dont mind, this is how i free my mind. i love to listen to music too. any kind of music. i believe music can bring excitement and energy as well. i use to listen to music even when i do my laundry..hehehhhehe ( pas2 berangan kejap)=). i regain my extra energy when i listen to music ( haha). but yes. i love it!

now my weekend filled with activites. sometimes i'd go for cycling with my fren. or walking around uia ( kt belakang tasik) then sembang2. or writing and updating blog. hmm wut else? ohhh if i am at kampung, i help my mother do chores or anything like cooking, baking ( tgn didada mata ke atas) and whatnot. i love to write letters too ( if xcaye tny my bf =) ) . whenever i feel stress i like to express it through writing. i can write everything i want ( facebook? nahhhh!! too dangerous to say something though it is ur facebook!..PELIK!).

ABOUT STRESS...it is important to know our stress level. this is because stress will make us feel down and out. and sometimes can break a relationship also. have ever saw someone who in depress lose their temper? kn? most of them kn. why? i think it is because of the high level of adrenaline in our body, thus we tend to be panic and lead to unnecessary action taken including losing temper...haaaa (penat ak buat ayat). so control ur mood, breath slowly and stop then smell the roses..hehehe

most important, you have to know how to manage stress and wut kind of activities that can release stress....=)

i had enough to say. DOT.

nex :

i nak picnin cmni !!!! heee

love,

waniey =)

memoirs of elizabeth gilbert and woman's rights

i read two books of her.mainly eat.pray love and almost done reading the sequence of it. committed. awesome books . is all about women, career, life, love and how we perceive our life. it was fascinating to read her books, to understand her life , love story in which a bit relates to my personal life. i admired her , of her strength to struggle to pursue what life is all about. women nowadays i believe is facing the same too. in her first book, eat.pray.love shows that she struggle to find herself back when she starts to travel around after her relationship failed. her strong will really affected me somehow. i know that in our life we will be confronting a hard times that we cannot even breathe or think and during that time we need someone to be with us. The essence of relationship between people is very much important in order to help us encounter every problem that come. women have to be strong, in reality, though we always become an agenda of debate relating to rights and freedom, women nowadays becoming more matured. the saying that woman is weak is inadequate, we have prove it to the world.

we have a debate in class relating to the saying "behind every successful man there is a woman". i truly believe that the above saying is true ( dont you think so?)..but i just curious why dont people say " behind every successful woman there is a man?" it was bizarre, and i believe that woman doesnt need man's help to survive after all. ( sounds so feminist...hehe). woman perhaps needs man to share, to love, to care but without man, we still can live...frankly speaking, i dont think man can do the same, to some degree, men will live in total lost if there is no woman besides them ( kan...? betol x?). well, dont get yourself perplexed by my thought, i jus wanna share my experience as what i can see most of women success due to her own effort. and...wihout any support from man..a growing number of women today received a higher education and have show capabilites in the work force and still they manage to success in both career and family life. generally, the mentality of the people especially Malays inclined to think that woman has to work only for family, live at home, take care of the children and husband, such perception is totally wrong, Islam assuredly say that woman is responsible in taking care of her husband and be loyal to him, a guardian of his property in other words to serve the husband as required in Islam. that's the role of woman in Islam, Islam doesnt say anything about woman has to take care of all like cooking, do laundry, and whatnot. but the mentality is still presume that woman has to do all kind of job. and it remains until now. to the certain extent, women are self-reliant and strong-minded that what i can say based on what i see.

i have seen many woman survive alone without any support from man but too little that man live alone. ( betol x?...ade ke??)...woman has been integrated into the development process since 1975 under United Nation resolution. Since then, women's interest and need are protected. In Malaysia, women's however is different from one culture to another, the stereotype about the gender is different in accordance to the culture as well as religion itself. as i put myself clear that in Islam, woman's right is protected. no doubt about it. but somehow people's mentality draw a different interpretation about Islam in protecting women's rights. (a very narrow minded people).

With regards to elizabeth's novels, it it astonishingly brilliant when it come to woman's struggle to find a true meaning of life, love in which it is related to our day to day life. i am very enjoy reading it and come to relate between her life and many other women in this world including me. =) two books that really affected me by all means. =) recommended!

i am now reading this :

weekends of joy~

las few weekends i had a great vacation ( all i can say). hee =) and i loved it. though hectic week i had las weekend with a bunch of unwashed clothes...messy room..hmm..but i dont care...substantial rewards awaits me! heee =)

Hometown coming : 27th May 2011

i went back to kedah attending my cousin's wedding. an awesome wedding! with makan2...i enjoyed so much! with children run here n there...enjoying the lovely glow of burning

gunpowder..i got myself groomed. hehe.yes! dah mcm artis kene makeup...but on the reception day..i refused to makeup...sbb nmpak over la plak..hehe...makan xyah ckp...smp meja pon nk telan...mcm kebuluran bru balek dr perang dunia ketiga gamaknye...mmg best!!! all family gathered..BEST!!!!

i burst into tears when i have to go back to kl ( xsukaa kl!)

JB trip : 4th June 2011

i arrived at jb with smile ear to ear .... muhammad faiz patiently waiting fo

r me .. then we go makan2 whilst waiting for dila...mmuaah! to muhammad faiz...he lack of sleep because of two of

us..million of thanks..

we check in @ tune hotel ( a.k.a hotel budget) at 2.00pm..tiring yet exciting to wait for tomorrow trip..again we go for dinner and again en muhammad faiz pick us up..then we go jalan2 around JB..went passing by danga bay ( dah mlm sgt)...

Singapore trip : 5th June 2011

now come an exciting trip ...hehe ..we arrived universal studio Singapore at 10 am. the weather was not so good..raining all day . but we dont care. dila and i was so exciting. we've been planning long time ago to spend time togehther (despite the fact tht it was a short notice for me..hehe) . i enjoyed so much...!dila and i spent the whole day walking around the universal studio n snap

pictures everywhre..sampai pancit.lenguh2 kaki. haha..then we went back to hotel at almost

10pm...satisfied even though the rain stop at 3pm...wet the whole day . hehehe..

here a few pics of dila n i

Muar trip : 11th June 2011

from kl to muar with love...heheh...i went to muar las week...intentionally to meet and greet the ' mother-in-law' wannabe..(katernye) PLUS and to visit my best friend : wawa muncit!!! heee...i was so happy to see her after a long time..she's now pregnant with two months old. dah muncit pon...heee =) ..very exciting muar ..this is my third times been there..but for the first n 2nd visit i didn explore much..this time byk jalan2..heee...best! makan satay muooo..weehuu!! ( nak lagiiii)

so that was my weekends .. enjoyable..this week plus nex week gonna be more n more enjoyable week, this week i main futsal n nex week m going to be a 'sukarelawan tangkas' under Global Peace Mission.. it is a NGO programs in which i join them in 2009..but not actively participate..n this is the time for me to take part in their activities..cant wait!! yehuuu!!!!!

Done.

With love,

Waniey =)

the good that we hate

i have seen so many people in my life and observed different kind of behaviour they possessed. my life is simple. if they can accept me. my pleasure for me to be one of them. i can get along with anyone i like.nothing unusual if we hate someone. (in polite tone...uneasy with someone we know).. sometimes i found it funny but they said that is the sauce added in ur food of life..good or bad , .like or not, i have to accept it. observe and learn is more important than anything else. Allah said in the Quran " enjoin what is good and forbid what is wrong". i dont noe why sometimes i got a weird feeling about something that is nothing to do with me at all.in the corner of my mind i always put a negative view about something tht i dont even familiar with.recently i saw someone's post something on facebook. nothing peculiar about post a shout and upload some pics on facebook, but i feel tht kinda of person try to boast like ' i am rich, i can afford it, i have money, who cares'. reasons y i said so..ok..he uploaded some pics showing tht he was admitted to the hospital...i accepted that. but i wonder why every time he uploaded pictures he will include wht hospital he was admitted to together with wut kind of ward he is staying during the admitting period...hmmm ( sounds like m jealous of him?) m not jealous but to some extent i am wondering about his intention of doing tht... maybe m so paranoid of observing people's behaviour, categorizing it in different category tht i hve create my own ( bahaya aku ni).

some people becoming 'big-headed' if they think they are most brilliant among others, ironically, they are but adamant of accepting other's opinion. they always right and we always wrong. they used sarcastic words to upset others. see ... m observing...haha..but i failed to conclude any..is not a research pon..but i learn from what i see...Islam encourages us to do a good deed, as long as it is not against shariah, we can hold onto it. husnuzun is encourages too...so no more negative thinking especially to people tht we dont even noe him/her ( untuk diri sendiri)..

Disclaimer : this messages in only for the writer. the writer concerns about herself of being "minah kepo" tht she most hated before. strictly to remind her to be good nex time..insyaAllah

addiction...

"All you have to do is to pay attention; lessons always arrive when you are ready, and if you can read the signs, you will learn everything you need to know in order to take the next step" - Paulo Coelho

p/s : owh m so addicted to coelho's novels rite now ( boleh x nk demand buku2 dia buat hantaran?) ...like like like 100 juta kali!