..but but I AM A NERD!....

HEY I M A NERD! SCREAM FOR THE DORK! AND BE PROUD OF THE GEEK!!!

Nerd : Nerd is a term that refers to an intelligent but single-minded person obsessed with a nonsocial hobby or pursuit ( Wikipedia ).

Dork : american pejorative slang for a quirky, silly and/or stupid, socially inept person, or one who is out of touch with contemporary trends. Often confused with nerd and geek, but does not imply the same level of intelligence.( Wikipedia ).

Geek : a general pejorative meaning of "a peculiar or otherwise dislikable person, esp[ecially] one who is perceived to be overly intellectual". (Wikipedia)

ok. frankly speaking i have 11 summons from PDRM! and 4 summons from IIUM!so i am what? so the term nerd will replace to what?i went to settle my summons just now then the police officer said this to me " selalu pompuan ni ikut peraturan, ni ape kes ni cik hazwani? ". sentap mak! ishk!

hey m not like that k. i jus wondering why i am been summoned to court for traffic obstruction. ohh Allah, what have i done? the case is still running, but the police said it was just a summon for obstruction of traffic signs. nothing to do with court. but then i told them i am not been issued with letter or something that make me aware that ive been summoned. and he said maybe the letter was put on the car's wiper, probability to lose it was 100%. GREAT! i like the answer! (then i can win this case rite? exception form the payment??) ..... see m a nerd by the way!

i am a nerd
i only like to read books
i love animals
i love my boyfriend! (eh termasuk ke hehehe)

so what are u going to label me now? a law breaker? or a heart breaker? owh by the way i want to congratulate PDRM or Royal Malaysian Police for a dedication and perseverance to work! well done! summons increase so tht people are aware of rules and regulations! =) *clapping*

and to IIUM traffic officers...congratulations! we can count on you all. guys can easily enter female's entrance ( boyfriend and girlfren caught dating) . that's why the officers firmly summons all students with no sticker like me! aha! well tht's great. another improvement ! well done IIUM!

and and mahallah fellows! congratulations to all of u! well done!

YEAH I AM A NERD!!

.......under the sun, i laid down and dreamt

hye everyone =)

happy sunday! tomorrow new day will start and again we are bound with time and commitments.life must go on isnt it? what ,why and how begin to raise when we explores new things. so dont ever give up when there is no light at the end of the tunnel. keep going and u'll find it sooner or later.

different people have different thinking. am i right? sometimes ideas clash between another. some said you have to do it. some puts certain barriers not to do it. wherever you go ull find people talking hot issues. like for example. the price goes up, subsidies, bad and good goverment, elections and many other issues. sometimes 10 years issues brought back to main discussion. same as family issues, some family members tend to talk 10 years issues that never resolved. and some try to regulate family affairs like he/she wishes to do. happen also uncles and aunties try to control our life and it happen also in my family whether realize it or not..

we cant fulfill people's wishes. what they expecting from us. what they wanted us to be. we are what we are. me for example. i cant always be people's favourite. sometime i also make mistakes.but somehow people dont understand. and sometimes that happen to be among your family also. i have a dream. and i want to achieve it in whatever circumstances. i believed that everyone has a dream too. for me, what matters is the way life is managed. if u sail to find an island for your own good, u ' ll have to sacrifice everything that u may have and achieved throughout life..you have to let go in order to find your dream. kingdom rose when man try to discover new places. and claim it as it territories. so as the nation claimed over sovereignty of the state. in meantime, they have to sacrifice evrything and left everything behind so that at the end , prosperious life appeared to be at the end of the journey. a dream promises.

dream defines you sometimes. if u dream and try to achieve it then it will find you at the end and u will be able to define yourself. what are you. and ur objective and purpose of life. we have life to pursue. in Islam as Allah created men and jins to worship Him. we know exactly our purpose of life. worship here is widespread.to be the chosen one. we are the khalifah of Allah. our duties not only to ourself but also to our fellow. and it is in general the worship towards what is obliged to us. in simple words, it comprises all notion of life.

dont stop dreaming and try to achieve it! and always pray to Allah . insyaAllah. your dream will come true =)

love,

Waniey.

BUSY like A BEE

Assalmualaikum =)

it has been quite a long time i didnt update my blog. m too busy lately. seriously. have to work from 7.30am until 7.30pm if have no class. then get back from work and doing some writing and reading. sometimes until 2.00am. get some sleep 2-3 hours. tht's my routine. if have class then i have to prepare for class . at night do the same thing again. m working so hard for my thesis now. m running out of time. hope everything is running smoothly. sometimes i feel like m the only person on earth that have a tight schedule. aha! but m so wrong. looking at my other classmate, some even have a family. a career. but still, they manage to maintain good attitude to achieve what they dreamed. so, busy is lame excuse! and i start to learn how things moving around me and how to control it. sometimes i feel so depress. but that is a normal feeling. and u would feel the same if u having a bunch of work to do and at the same time u hv another thing to focus on. luckily i hv people who always be with me. and support me whenever i need. these people wherther realize or not, give me strengh to move on. =)

i noticed something unfamiliar about me lately. i tend to forget things easily. small small thing. huu. sometimes i forget where i put my keys. where i hang my clothes and always left my handphone behind..something going on in my head. like millions butterflies in the head ( often. they use butteflies in stomach kn?) hehe. what's tht supposed to mean? hmmm . to avoid such thing from happen again and again. i jotted down every details what should i do and what will i do as well as things that should not be forgotten.i found it easier to remember things. i think the reason why i always forget is because of my habit. i did not focus! not paying attention to single thing tht i plan to do. endah x endah je. at the end i gain nothing but trouble. hmm thts what i can summarize all the discussion about 'forget me not' heheh =)

like others , i also wanted to do the best for people i loved. to make them proud. and m in the phase of doing it. and i really struggle to do that! hope Allah will make my path easy. insyaAllah.

i always remind myself that success is not only written in the certificate or master or degree that you have obtained. but also measure by what you have achieve throughout acquiring the knowledge. and my father always remind me the same too. "always listen when they speak their mind, their words is also a knowledge" will remember that!

bafore i stop writing i have words to share with :-

".........stop being so nice to people. they'll forget someday. sometimes being a lil bit bastard can put u in power. that's life."

heee...think about it...( really influenced by machiavelli when saying this)

love,

waniey.