BUSY like A BEE

Assalmualaikum =)

it has been quite a long time i didnt update my blog. m too busy lately. seriously. have to work from 7.30am until 7.30pm if have no class. then get back from work and doing some writing and reading. sometimes until 2.00am. get some sleep 2-3 hours. tht's my routine. if have class then i have to prepare for class . at night do the same thing again. m working so hard for my thesis now. m running out of time. hope everything is running smoothly. sometimes i feel like m the only person on earth that have a tight schedule. aha! but m so wrong. looking at my other classmate, some even have a family. a career. but still, they manage to maintain good attitude to achieve what they dreamed. so, busy is lame excuse! and i start to learn how things moving around me and how to control it. sometimes i feel so depress. but that is a normal feeling. and u would feel the same if u having a bunch of work to do and at the same time u hv another thing to focus on. luckily i hv people who always be with me. and support me whenever i need. these people wherther realize or not, give me strengh to move on. =)

i noticed something unfamiliar about me lately. i tend to forget things easily. small small thing. huu. sometimes i forget where i put my keys. where i hang my clothes and always left my handphone behind..something going on in my head. like millions butterflies in the head ( often. they use butteflies in stomach kn?) hehe. what's tht supposed to mean? hmmm . to avoid such thing from happen again and again. i jotted down every details what should i do and what will i do as well as things that should not be forgotten.i found it easier to remember things. i think the reason why i always forget is because of my habit. i did not focus! not paying attention to single thing tht i plan to do. endah x endah je. at the end i gain nothing but trouble. hmm thts what i can summarize all the discussion about 'forget me not' heheh =)

like others , i also wanted to do the best for people i loved. to make them proud. and m in the phase of doing it. and i really struggle to do that! hope Allah will make my path easy. insyaAllah.

i always remind myself that success is not only written in the certificate or master or degree that you have obtained. but also measure by what you have achieve throughout acquiring the knowledge. and my father always remind me the same too. "always listen when they speak their mind, their words is also a knowledge" will remember that!

bafore i stop writing i have words to share with :-

".........stop being so nice to people. they'll forget someday. sometimes being a lil bit bastard can put u in power. that's life."

heee...think about it...( really influenced by machiavelli when saying this)

love,

waniey.