hye...today i wanna write something about PTD (Pegawai Tadbir and Diplomatik) M41. Have you ever take the exam? aha! i took it for four times!can u imagine?and i failed every time. the saddest part was when u really confident that you can pass the exam but somehow it happen to be the other way...uhu. it was really really frustrated. u know how it feels right? then when the time u know tht u have failed the test, rasa mcm nk bunuh diri. haaa!
then again, i got the offer to sit the exam...and how would you feel after several times failed to pass. rs cm nk muntah kn? haaa that is what i feel rite now. then my fren who never sit any exam before, is very excited to go for the exam, not end there, her boyfriend also semangat! haa. he got her books, teach her maths, .... and whatnot! ohhh ...hmm i used to feel the same energy when the first time i took the exam. semangt ni! study je! then after got the result, u know how it feel!kn?general sense of unfairness or injustice occurred in you. you know you can do it in the exam, and u r very confident that you can pass the exam, in fact, u did really well in the exam, then, after all, u failed! see what i mean. and of course u cant review ur paper. that what makes u even more frustrated! i feel like the whole world is against me! lagi dasyat dr putus chenta ko taw!
my boyfriend always advice me to just go and try my best. he said, it doesnt cost anything. if u pass then u are luck and if u failed, u re opt to be proud because u have use ur effort to the fullest. ok i got u darling! is it the same as the game theory, win-or-lose outcome. at the end of the day, u will be satisfied that u have put ur effort on it. win or lose, pass or fail it doesnt matter! ok thank you muhammad faiz bin abdul razak! u r the first noble prize in my heart! muah!
ok now i got to have my energy back! and do whatever necessary to pass the exam!
do support n pray for me ok......
=)
Love,
Waniey.
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